handbooks...

"Time and time again" by Chronic Future great song!!!

"Time and time again we fall in to the depths of who we are/But you can't keep running away from what you're trying to find"

I bought a handbook because I wanted to have something to draw, to make me draw but only now, when I've nothing to do at work I opened it.
This is me and I want to change this part of me, the part that doesn't draw, that is afraid of doing something horrible or not having ideas.
I'm thinking now that the handbook is going to be not for draws but for writing or both.
I now feel more comfortable writing what I think than before. My handwriting such because I've no patience to write all the letters or words. I guess that's why I've never done something like this.
I have to change!!

"To be yourself is all that you can do" by Audioslave.

They're right, another great song from One Tree Hill soundtrack. This song got into my head from the first second and it's still here.

Now I'm home but when I wrote this I was at work, waiting for the computers to stop giving error messages.
This was a long day...Presentation all morning with debate and classes in the afternoon. I was suppose do work until 10 but the computers didn't start.
I guess I'm tired because yesterday I got up at 6 am, went to the gym, classes and then I had to walk a lot to deliver something. On top of that, I'm sick from my trip to Amsterdam last week and I'm having mind grains.
This is fun, I'm speaking to someone else, someone that doesn't know me at all or maybe for no one.
I don't know if my blog is being read, it's so recent and who would read about me?

well time to pack things up...