I know this is going to sound fake and untrue but really, how could I be so stupid?
I'm having a great time with my cousin, his friends, my sister and my father. We were laughing and talking, it was great, I love this type of things. We are all friends and then I go and say something stupid, but really stupid.
It was my pathetic attempt to be funny. I always hugging and kissing my cousin, I do that with all my family and one of his friends said that she had never seen that, me being so sweet with him. A minute later, trying to be funny I just go and say to that girl "it's because I don't like you" UAUH!!!
How stupid is that, I was going for that "oh yeah i don't like you lol lol lol" but it came out so serious that she got upset, I continued with "i just to have that easy with you" or something like that, then I realized she was really upset, but really upset.
I didn't and still don't know what to do..
I was really trying to be funny but after 4 am it doesn't work, I was the only one that didn't drink and I was the one that ruined her night. She was all the right to be angry at me and calling me whatever she wants...
I've to go, I just don't know what to do..
