terça-feira, 16 de setembro de 2008

those who stay behind

Has I was writing a review for the latest OTH episode, one of my favorite shows, I felt the need to say something more.

If you saw that episode, you had a glimpse, an idea of what happens when you lose someone. I heard that loosing a son or a daughter is the worse thing ever but loosing a parent, a friend, a loved one? Who can say what's worst?

Seeing each one deal with it in their own way, with their problems reminded me when it happened to me. It's a path we must take and it can be really hard sometimes but it gets better with time and with the support of your family and friends.

It changes you, it's something you will keep with you for the rest of your life.

At least that's what I fell. I think about her everyday, sometimes just a phrase or a smell. There's not a day gone by her face doesn't come to my head. I see her picture and I just smile, she is always with me and I like that.

This is a topic that just recently came to my attention, it's one of those things that happen that mark you and you juat have to say something.

I cried so many times, I just wanted the pain to go away, not just the pain but also the "saudades"(there's not a translation for this word), the emptiness.


It's hard for all but in different ways...