segunda-feira, 25 de maio de 2009

pain...

it's worse today, I couldn't go to college.
It feels like I can't breath sometimes, like every bit of life just flows out of me and leaves me empty.
I'm trying really hard to work but I don't know...
I don't know why I come here and write this, maybe I just want to let it go, maybe this way the pain will ease a bit. It's like the absence of something, like my heart was cut out but no one told me.

I don't know what this is... maybe a feeling that something very bad is going to happen or something in me will die or is dying.
It's scarier today.

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